Unwordy

This post is heavily summarized, and also excludes some details because of sensitivity issues. Just logging in my thoughts for future reference. It covers the period from the last entry till the end of exams.

Exam Period Sem 2/09

The entire two months have been a time of assignments, preparing for exams etc. Studying was a 7-day affair and it was a tiring time. Looking back, I'm telling myself not to regret anything but just be positive and appreciate the good things that happened. Lessons learnt too.

Once again I reflect on the need to depend on God for strength and not to take things into my own hands. Studying is a personal responsibility I guess but a growing daily relationship with God can really strengthen and shape your ability in studies.

Judah 7

It has been a blessing to have been led to Judah 7, and I have loved the time spent with J7. The spirit of love and care is undying. Would like to build on the bible study and spiritual aspects, and also a more healthy spiritual fellowship. Sadly there'll be some changes in J7, with some really core members graduating and others going to be shifted to other cell groups.

Otherwise, my first year with J7 has been a good time of creating in me a heart of servanthood. Being faithful in serving in little aspects and doing small tasks really showed me how the cell group is built on some core values and principles but also plastered bound and made complete with the 'small things'.

There's other things I could say, but I'll cautiously reserve them to privileged persons not on this blog.

Growth Formula

Some time in the midst of this period I was also struggling with personal weaknesses, and I became aware of the need for accountability + commitment in my life. I found myself growing a little here and there in several aspects but without a sense of completion, of reaching a certain point. I guess the need to devote to an actual regime whilst remaining flexible was what I was lacking in.

so much for this post for now...